I've been lying in bed for an hour and i can't fall asleep. It's been over a year still...
Have they been together longer than her and i ever lasted?
Thinking about it makes me sick
She IMd me again today, or yesterday, technically. She just told me to hang in there.
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I am an optimist. I am an idealist. You know that. But you just have to understand. I took my aspirations, my dreams, my hopes, my desires, my purpose, my meaning, my happiness, my trust, my commitment, my motivation, my passion, my inspiration, and maybe even my individuality and i kept it all in one place. I lost it all. I was left a half-empty shell of a human being.
Have they been together longer than her and i ever lasted?
Thinking about it makes me sick
She IMd me again today, or yesterday, technically. She just told me to hang in there.
--
I am an optimist. I am an idealist. You know that. But you just have to understand. I took my aspirations, my dreams, my hopes, my desires, my purpose, my meaning, my happiness, my trust, my commitment, my motivation, my passion, my inspiration, and maybe even my individuality and i kept it all in one place. I lost it all. I was left a half-empty shell of a human being.
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