No. 61

I ended my last post a little short. I was afraid that she was already losing interest. Well, i guess it was a legitimate fear. Today i found out from Sam who found out from Elizabeth that Brittany doesn't like how i say random things and it already losing interest. I think part of the problem is how we're both always online and run out of shit to say.

Well, it just got even better.


(12:03:11 AM) Me: okay well i should go get to work
(12:03:21 AM) Me: i'll probably see you around tomorrow
(12:04:15 AM) xxx myaku: -dies- can we have an open relationship ;-;
(12:04:26 AM) Me: sorry...what?
(12:04:46 AM) xxx myaku: idk! dating is too strict and it stresses me out. but i like you. i suck at this.
(12:05:18 AM) Me: i see. well i'd rather talk to you in person about this
(12:05:23 AM) xxx myaku: allright.
(12:05:50 AM) Me: is there someone else you like too or something?
(12:05:54 AM) Me: wait, we'll talk tomorrow
(12:05:56 AM) xxx myaku: yeah
(12:06:10 AM) Me: what are you saying yeah to?
(12:06:15 AM) xxx myaku: talk tomorrow.
(12:06:18 AM) Me: k
(12:06:24 AM) Me: see ya then
(12:06:29 AM) Me: don't stress though, k/
(12:06:30 AM) Me: ?*
(12:06:34 AM) xxx myaku: mhmm.
(12:06:36 AM) xxx myaku: nightnight.
(12:06:40 AM) Me: g'night

It's funny. I wasn't even angry. I might've been if i were more surprised, but i was more just thankful that she was honest. I don't know what to do though. I don't think i'm willing to have an open relationship, and i don't know if i'll be able to get her to want to stay in a committed one. I don't know what to say to her.

I guess i'll start by saying that i understand how she might feel. Then i'd inquire about liking anybody else, and whether she actually likes me. I guess from there i would just have to say that an open relationship isn't what i'm looking for. Hopefully i can get her to try and make this work.

Isn't this great?