Correction: i did not get to see Jazzy until Thursday morning. I wasn't in school on Wednesday. That kinda bums me out.
Well i didn't end up getting any work done after i made that post. And i even forgot to mention some stuff. I have a History unit test either on Wednesday or Thursday. Today was a blessing, though. Ms. Wilkins, my History teacher, and Ms. Reynolds, my Math teacher weren't here. I took my free E-block which would have been Math to take and fail the English Oedipus vocabulary test. I only used 6 words instead of 15 and i didn't actually study so i didn't really know what they meant. I took the optional Chemistry test after school to bring up my grade some more. I already got it up to a C- from an F.
Everyone has asked me how i could possibly want to go out with her again. It's not like i want to just be dating her and have everything just be the same. No, things weren't working. No, i wasn't happy. But now, i'm so much worse. She flirts. She's a tease. She'll have you how she wants you. She breaks you apart and makes you think the problem is you. She has you on her hook so you can't get over her. She is the only constant in these relationships and you can't change her. All you can do is move past it and try again.
I've always been there for her in the past but she sucks at taking this role. Eli and i have talked about this. She can tear apart the stablest people. And there's no resisting her is she's willing to take you back. Does it ever end?
Well i didn't end up getting any work done after i made that post. And i even forgot to mention some stuff. I have a History unit test either on Wednesday or Thursday. Today was a blessing, though. Ms. Wilkins, my History teacher, and Ms. Reynolds, my Math teacher weren't here. I took my free E-block which would have been Math to take and fail the English Oedipus vocabulary test. I only used 6 words instead of 15 and i didn't actually study so i didn't really know what they meant. I took the optional Chemistry test after school to bring up my grade some more. I already got it up to a C- from an F.
Everyone has asked me how i could possibly want to go out with her again. It's not like i want to just be dating her and have everything just be the same. No, things weren't working. No, i wasn't happy. But now, i'm so much worse. She flirts. She's a tease. She'll have you how she wants you. She breaks you apart and makes you think the problem is you. She has you on her hook so you can't get over her. She is the only constant in these relationships and you can't change her. All you can do is move past it and try again.
I've always been there for her in the past but she sucks at taking this role. Eli and i have talked about this. She can tear apart the stablest people. And there's no resisting her is she's willing to take you back. Does it ever end?
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