I was just lying in bed trying to fall asleep and i was feeling sad and sorry about the world as usual, but then i thought about Jazzy. I don't know why i did, but i did, and...i didn't feel anything. I wanted to, but i didn't. Am i over her? It was an uncomfortable lack of feeling. Losing what i had for the only girl i've ever felt that way about just feel weird i guess. I don't know-- i'm tired. Maybe i just want to feel in love again. I wonder what's up with my feelings for Robin. I mean before i thought i liked her, but after thining it over, i realized that i didn't really. We'd never work out, even if she was straight. I don't think so anyways, but now i can't remember why not. Robin and Jazzy, the only two people i ever really thought i loved. Have i moved on? Ah, these thoughts aren't coming out clearly. I'm just confused.
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