No. 11

Last night i stayed up until 5 and i didn't get anything done. I got my iPod running with Rockbox and it's really cool! Only i burnt all of my CD's as lossless FLAC files instead of compressed Ogg Vorbis like i should have so they took forever to import onto the iPod so i'll have to fix that because it's already 10% full now.I didn't sleep much at all-- only around 2 hours but i got my second ever hug from Lily this morning! I wasn't really ready for it but it was still nice to get the hug. I just barely made it through the rest of the day. Thank goodness it was a short day. In history, i didn't have prepared what was assigned for a week ago and the next step is due tomorrow so it's going to be awkward handing them both in tomorrow. I still didn't have it by today and i lucked out that she didn't ask me for it. There was the normal homework that was actually due today that i didn't do but we went over it in class, so then i just put down whatever we went over. Next, was English. I still haven't done the essay rewrite which was due last Friday and i haven't taken the Frankenstein vocab quiz for list 3. Last was chemistry, and i haven't done my lab which i wasn't in school for on Friday. I could go on and on about all the work i have to do :(

After school i ended up with Robin, Jen, and Jazzy and it wasn't bad. I just have to not think about things or be sad, otherwise things will just get worse. We all went to Shaw's and bought food and we had a picnic at Washington Park. It was actually fun. I peed in front of them, but i was behind some bushed and one of those boxes for electricity on the ground. Haha I had candy which i usually don't have so i was really hyper. Things just might work out. I just can't help but be really sad in the back of my head. I always have the feeling in my gut that i just haven't been able to get rid of. I'm exhausted so i'm going to crash.