Wednesday, March 14, 2007

No. 15

I forgot to mention- i got my acceptance letter from Where There be Dragons to their Thailand study abroad program! I am really excited but i will miss everybody so much! Especially you guys! Six weeks! I do worry, though. Since Jazzy and i are broken up, i feel like she's going to try drugs, or hook up with someone else while i am gone. It seems like the only thing that has kept her from doing drugs is that she knows how against it i am. Eli is too. It's upsetting to me how different i think Jazzy would be if i weren't here. I think she's always acting and i don't like it.

I am against drinking, doing drugs, and i don't drink coffee, and i even avoid taking medicine. It's just artificial and i think it takes so much away from a person. If you want to be all that you can be, you just don't do those kinds of things. It's not a matter of moderation, it's simply the choice to do it, or to not. There is no reason why you need to do that to have fun. It does have lasting effects on your brain and whatever you lose from it, you don't get back. It doesn't seem so big, and maybe it's not, it's just something i am opposed to.

1 comment:

Robin Hayashi said...

you have to trust jazzy while you're here, and if she chooses to make those decisions, its because she decided to. she hasn't done those things because you've been trying to stop her--i'm pretty sure she genuinely doesn't want to.