Tuesday, March 27, 2007

No. 28

I'm at the library and i'm supposed to be getting work and research done. I really haven't gotten anywhere and they close in an hour and a half. I'm so thoroughly fucked. I'm on my laptop using their free wifi which is so convenient.

Today was bad but i didn't notice it as much. I mean i did at the end of the school day but the day just seemed to pass me by before it began to grow towards it's end. Jazzy and i had long block F-block (the last block of today), English, together and we didn't talk at all.

I told her that it wasn't worth talking today after school because she told me last night that she had about half an hour before strike, whatever the hell that is. Still, after school today i tried to be with her, but i couldn't go up to her. I stood around and didn't know what to do. She didn't come up to me, but she knew i was there. I mean i can't really have expected her to but yeah, whatever. She was with friends and people.

When they left, she went in for strike with crew and i followed her in but she didn't turn around and i think she saw me but i'm not sure. Well either way she went into Lasker Auditorium and i just sat just outside for like 20 minutes waiting for her to come out but then i decided to get a ride and leave since she told me last night that it went until late.

I called her while i was waiting outside but i hung up after 5 seconds. I'm not even sure if it had a chance to ring. She called me when i was home and strike let out really early and she was heading to Robin's. I had stayed around school for her for and hour and then i left and so did she just minutes after. Bleh. She said she'd call me later.

I'll finish telling the rest when i get home.

Hugs are nice.