Well that was a very ugly post. At least it's something. After that post i went to bed and then my phone rang a few minutes later. It was Jazzy calling me back. I still couldn't speak. I was tired and scared and upset and anxious. We fell asleep on the phone. Well at least i think that's what happened since i woke up and it was still on but i can't be sure that it wasn't just me who fell asleep. At least i didn't cry.
Why am i here? This wasn't supposed to turn out like this. I thought things were different. she made me believe the things she told me. She made me guilty when i didn't. I thought we really had something going. I thought we had so much potential. I knew we had some problems but i thought she really liked me. I put everything into that and got nothing in return. I always knew that there was something more that was wrong.
Why am i here? This wasn't supposed to turn out like this. I thought things were different. she made me believe the things she told me. She made me guilty when i didn't. I thought we really had something going. I thought we had so much potential. I knew we had some problems but i thought she really liked me. I put everything into that and got nothing in return. I always knew that there was something more that was wrong.
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